RELATIONSHIP?I’m looking for a serious long term relationship.someone who is real who want to spend the rest of my life with me
Tt's build a bear Since losing Jeremy, TT has attached himself to a Build-A-Bear. He takes it everywhere he goes. He talks to it like it’s Daddy, tells it things, and even when he’s at school, he makes sure his bear is sitting in my home office waiting for him. When... (...)
Just letting out the words...I feel as though I have sunk. Into what? I don’t know. All I know is that I am far below the surface of life. It is as though, from some unknown depth, I am staring at my own life and the lives of others. I feel—I feel the pain, the sadness, the... (...)
Making food out of nothing I wasn't hungry earlier so I just made a meal out of random leftover stuff we had in the fridge. It's cold pasta, some salad, chopped up crab sticks and some salmon. I honestly think this is the nicest thing I ate in a long time. Sometimes it works... (...)
Aaaaand here goes my last bit of patience... (A rant)On monday it'll be 4 weeks since I had to say goodbye to Pantera (my kitty, not the band) I decided long ago that I wanted her cremated when the time came, and I spent the weekend leading up to the day looking at urns and whatnot.. I was told on... (...)
5 am thoughtsIf you put a force such as love into the world having it be a positive force and a negative force such as hate came as well. Is it possible for the positive force to remain standing or would the negative force take over and change it or would the... (...)
All aboard the crazy train Just made this Christmas gingerbread train with my son because why on earth wouldn't you want to do that in September? 😭 Lol we had fun at least. Except now there's a ship load of mess to tidy up 🙄
Tired of living in fear..Because I’m a woman, my family and friends are protective of me. They don’t like the idea of me driving out of state on my own, going outside of the country on my own, or walking as a solo woman. I understand their concerns, but I’m tired of... (...)
Well, thanks SW...Now I've decided to watch Psycho (for the 30th time or more) instead of sleeping. Oh well, it's only 1am and it's not like I have plans this weekend that forces me to get up early 🙈
Ooops!!! GLP 1s FORGOT to put blindness on the warning label!!! GLP-1 receptor agonists are linked to a very small potential increase in the risk of a rare eye condition called non-arteritic anterior ischemic optic neuropathy (NAION), which can cause sudden, painless vision loss in one eye. What is NAION?... (...)
🎶Doctor my eyes🎶 👀Well the word is that I have scarring in the back of my eye and I have some scarring on my cataracts. It is not diabetic retinopathy. I go back to the specialist in 6 months .they cannot help the eyesight in my right eye. I could stay the same for... (...)
Slowly adapting This week I am officially on holiday for the first time in almost a decade. My daughter insisted I join her and her kids in a tiny south coastal town of Peterborough in Victoria. And It feels strange.. Dont get me wrong. Its a good time.. And I... (...)
Went to gym today,Ate a banana before hand and took a isotonic liquid with me. I didnt have the dizziness as much as before and did all my workouts perfectly. So I guess problem kinda solved 😍
It’s not you, it’s me.I’m sorry for the moments when my fear gets the better of me. Sometimes it’s something so small, a different tone in your messages, a little less teasing, a goodnight that lands more quietly, and suddenly my mind starts building storms in the... (...)
Update about my job! Its my first day! Its not bad like ive been over thinking before. The nurses is only 3 with me. Well yeah maybe it will lot of work etc. But as far i can know in my first day. Other nurses is nice and want to teach me.