You know there's no one way of doing the Workand so I'm figuring how's my way, that of learning through direct experience, and of making mistakes and returning to the good route. I have tried many ways, that of the drugs, that of meditation, that of health, that of community learning, that of... (...)
Stopped by the police for going for a run.Some old biddies reported me from the next village! It was worse during the covid lockdown. My next door neighbour but one used to time me. Such is England today. Stereotypes. You must fit in and conform.. I don’t!
two weeks post break-up and i decided to cut off all contact with my ex (4.5 years together). whatever happens, all i know is that i won in the end because i got to keep Axl. he’s 11 months today 😁
When the kids got homeThey were very surprised to see Joel. He is always the last to get home and the boys always run to greet him and tease him because he smells like meat or something from work until he goes take a shower. It's turned into a daily event. So they were... (...)
The Sound of SilenceI think, I'm getting use to sitting here with my own thoughts. Honestly, that was the most devastating thing. You don't know how much of your time is taken up with talking until you lose your partner and you're no longer saying things like "drive... (...)
Sitting at urgent care with JoelHe came home from work with a very bad headache and pressure. I knew it had to be bad because he rarely leaves work for anything. So we are at urgent care. They say he has a sinus infection and pressure but are trying to figure out the best way to... (...)
Why tiny tornado was so excited tonightSo as I posted earlier Joel wasn't feeling good. Our boys came home and it was very clear our youngest was very excited. I asked him why and he ran to his backpack and pulled out a envelope address to Joel and I. He has so excited I swear he was... (...)
The EU and India sign "The Mother of all Trade deals"Together these people represent two Billion people and 25% of the worlds GDP.. And nowhere in any of the fine print does it say a single item has to be sold in US$. And I am betting it wont be..You know that scene in Pretty Woman where the Beverley... (...)
Phone call from the big boss.Well i had an interesting phone call, from the big boss who owns where i work, he said because of my continued hard and dedication. I can trade in my company car for a new one and he said i can have a 4x4 . I was thinking of the ford raptor, but i am... (...)
Hey, quick question guys Does it look like I’m in the middle of something very important and work related, and would you hesitate to ask me for help? I’ll take tips to make it more convincing. Thinking about switching between my sorting game and a typing test
Just a thoughtI don't support wars anymore. Everyone thinks their side is right or just.. then you fight it. You pay for it, not me my guy.
Just a thought I started my journey of improving my mental health years ago with the goal of finding more joy in my life. There is a lot of things that use to bring me joy that just doesn't anymore. I built a beast of a computer, which i use to find so much... (...)
How Do You Show Your Love?I was going to ask how do you prove it but I’m not sure anybody should have to prove their love. I’m not asking for a general answer that covers most but more what individuals do? For me I think it’s the little things. Remembering something specific... (...)
Someone I used to knowI have had a special friend for years. We used to talk every day, until we got into a fight two years ago and he disappeared. He eventually came back, but things haven’t felt the same since. I keep wondering… should I reach out and ask if he’s okay?... (...)
I don't have many friends and I'm ok with thatHonestly, I'm not really a people person. I enjoy peace and quiet, but when I do have a conversation, I want it to be meaningful. I don't think I've ever had more than 2 or 3 good friends at a time, and those that I do have now I don't see more than... (...)
This daughter of mineSo as many many know our daughter has been decrating my office for the past few weeks. And I've let her because I'm happy to see her take interest into something. It's taken her some time for her to warm up to Joel but they have gotten very close... (...)
Hey you, 36 looks different than you imagined—and that’s okay. You survived years that asked too much of you. You lost people you thought would always be there. You loved hard, broke open, and somehow learned how to breathe again. There were moments you wanted everything to stop. Moments you felt invisible,... (...)