I search for you when I don't see you.and when I do find you I feel at ease seeing you living your life. Just makes me feel satisfied knowing you're safe, healthy and enjoying life. I don't want to disturb you, I love you too much to do so, because perhaps in your eyes I can be... (...)
I'm off to see a therapist tomorrowFor my emotional numbness?. I think I mask and analyse a lot around people as a learned trauma response, but I lose touch with myself and feel a lot of shame inside. I think it runs deep and it's partly rooted in childhood and expectations of being... (...)
It's not you😎 💯😇🌞 It’s their fear of confrontation😔 You will be confused 👀 You'll want to get closure. But closure is within you💯😎 You don't need to send that one last text, only to be greeted by Casper's evil twin👻 Soon you really won't care for their call anymore.You won’t care for that text... (...)
Cutting ties 👔Have you ever cut ties with someone and your life seems much calmer? I cut ties with a friend on here a while back and i noticed that my life is just......better.
i know it could be blamed on the algorithm... but these are from my mama. i seldom get grief tiktoks, and usually when i do they don't apply to me. i often ask myself this question.. a couple scrolls and i wonder if this is a sign this is what it felt like for her.. and then this... (...)
Fasting labsI have labs today to confirm my infection is better. And I plan on standing up for myself and telling them to only use my hand this time. And I got some sleep last night about 5 hours. Would of slept longer if Joel hadn't woke me up. We have our... (...)
Blood testWell my test came back good and my infection is finally cleared up. So I guess it was worth it being on those awful antibiotics last week. Thank goodness
Wall by Mohja KaufSomeone sent me this beautiful poem today and I just wanted to share ❤ Your heart is a wall on which I knocked looking for a door, a latch a windowsill, a flowerpot Everything I brought to the wall dried up and blew away for lack of answer: tulip b... (...)
Joel and tiny tornadoSo after everything calmed down from dinner Joel goes over to our youngest Hey hijo thank you so much for looking out for your brother. You really helped him today. Papa you don't have to thank me, it's my job to look out for him because he's my... (...)
Hello one and all.I hope you're doing well. Poet and activist Andrea Gibson (1975-2025) said "Sometimes the break in your heart is like the hole in the flute. Sometimes it's the place where the music comes through."
Breakfast in Europe Traveling for work and adjusting to the time difference. Props to the hotel for having a breakfast buffet. So it’s like a midnight snack. But I have figured out you guys have much stronger coffee than back home. My bald head might regrow some... (...)
can we talk about how making salad is so time consuming?I like my greens and being healthy but there's so much work in doing it that I rather have my dinner without salad. the first thing I'd do one day whenever I become rich is hire a personal chef. or perhaps invest in a partner that loves to cook.... (...)
Hello Tom! Bumping into Tom Cruise on a hike was so surreal! What an absolutely incredible and unexpected moment. Still can't believe it happened!
Eggstatic ...! I Enjoy eating eggs... Versatility of the humble egg Boiled Scrambled Sunnyside up Easyover Poached Eggs Benedict Egg sandwich Egg salad YUM...!
Why I stopped political postsSince before Trump took office we've heard about the Clinton's and Biden s being investigated. Not a word about the back end potential results. These people Are going to their grave without paying a price count on it. Exhausting
I have come to realizeAnd, I have come to realize probably way to late in life, that everything I feel or don't feel is a product of my lack of action. It's my fault I'm miserable. It's my fault I don't have the courage to make the change. Although, courage isn't... (...)
Well dinner was interestingSo I'm not really sure how it happened. Burgers turned out great, chicken was amazing. The boys were sitting at the table and i gave them their plates. Star and Joel's ex were sitting at the table. I cut our oldest boys burger into bite size... (...)
They Love TrumpThey loved Hitler.....at first They loved Stalin....at first They loved Mao.....at first They loved Kim.....at first They loved Pol Pot.....at first They loved Idi Amin.....at first They love Trump
"Massachusetts" by the Bee Gees Barry Gibb, the last surviving member of the Bee Gees, turns 79 today. While I never liked the "Saturday Night Fever" style, I can remember the times when they used to sing songs like this. I like them singing this style.
Imagine this:Me, standing in front of my living room windows, partially concealed by the curtains. Food is sizzling in the kitchen behind me, as I’m smiling, watching the neighbors in a fist fight in their front yard. AN UPDATE. The police have arrived. More... (...)
The benefits of spending time in nature Every once in a while, it's good to spend some time out in nature to sit still and listen to its sounds, like the wind rustling leaves, or to hear the chirping of birds and the buzzing of bees, hear the burbling of a brook, and the scuttling sounds... (...)