Grandma went above and beyondI don't know what to say about her. Since I've been with Joel she was welcomed me with one arms and my kids. We're part of her family now. His whole family has adopted us. I mean she put on this huge birthday party for my boy. She didn't have to... (...)
I need a releaseSo these last few days have been a lot for me. With everything going on with my buddy and tiny tornado birthday I've been so stressed and anxious. I've been holding back my tics and outbursts because I've had no choice. Can't let a bunch of crazy... (...)
The Great Theft of the Arab Identity Take Egypt, for example. Its official name is the Arab Republic of Egypt, a product of 20th-century pan-Arab ideology ironically, created by two Arabized Syrians, one Christian and one Muslim. But Egypt itself is not an Arabian land. Egyptians... (...)
Been surprisingly productive todayUsually I shower before I'm stuck on the sofa playing animal crossing, but today I did laundry, hung it up to dry, stitched together a tare in my favorite bed linnen, changed the bed, made dinner, and spent a few hours at the local festival with my... (...)
Not sure what to doMy tiny tornado wants to go see my buddy after the birthday party. He really misses him and he says he wants to tell him all about the party and he wants to eat cake with him. I'm not sure if this is a good idea or not.
Trump and tariffs. A global perspective. Remember how the "White man" bought Manhattan from the locals for beads and blankets etc? How about when thier decendents swept across the American West like smallpox (a favourite weapon) and cleared out the original settlers all the way to the... (...)
My tiny tornadoToday was our family birthday party at grandmas for our youngest boy. Other than the heat it was a wonderful day. And did my tiny tornado get spoiled. He got so many gifts and money. And when everyone sang him happy birthday he started to cry.... (...)
He Knows Your Name In the vastness of creation, with billions of people on this earth, God knows your name. He knows every detail about you—the thoughts of your heart, the steps you take, the dreams you hold. In His Book of Life, your name is written, if you've... (...)
Why is it so difficult to make real life friendsAnd or keep current friends intrested in hanging out? I honestly will not be surpised when I'm 30 and I'm all alone lol. Its tiring leading most conversations/being the only one who keeps in touch.
Star is really strugglingAs you could imagine Star is really having a hard time right now. She's so mad and confused. She told me this morning that she didn't think she wanted to go to the hospital to see him today. She just wants to have a nice day and enjoy the birthday... (...)
Just a thought I hiked a mountain today. Over 2000 ft elevation and probably 5 miles total distance. Im over weight and out of shape. I left the military in 2018 and had lots of challenges. With 2 funerals this year i no longer have parents. My life has made many... (...)
Geese strolling by on my street This gang of cranky beasts were taking a stroll down my street this morning. They came right over to me and hung out on my driveway and then they took off down the sidewalk to continue on their walk
Not able to sleepSo with everything that happened with my buddy Joel was up for about 36 hours. Last night after we got the boys in bed we sat down for a few minutes. I'm really surprised he lasted as long as he did. I have never been so tired in my life. How do... (...)
I wasn't sure what to saySo I talked to my therapist about what I should say to my buddy when I went to see him today he wasn't much help. I guess it's hard to be any help in this situation. I didn't know if I should ask him why he did it, why he did it at my house why did... (...)
He wants to see me twice a weekSo after my therapy appointment he told me he'd like me to start coming twice a week for a while. He is very worried that I might spiral out of control like I did last year with all the stress that's going on right now. He also increased my anxiety... (...)
why do i seek validation from meni noticed i tend to seek out compliments from men when in reality, the person who should love themselves the most is myself. i feel so lost in myself that i have lost my morals and self respect just by seeking compliments from men. it’s such a... (...)
What movie, if any, most closely resembles your life?Feel free to combine a few too if you need to. For me, it's definitely Black Swan with a dose of Whiplash, except replacing drumming with ballet. Two movies that are very painfully accurate in their respective experiences.
Who’s Serious Here ?It’s been a while I got on this site Kinda enjoying it But no one seems serious on here and i came on here to explore and I hope to myself I get to see what I’m looking for But I’ve got alot of texts It’s appreciative tho But I’d more happy if... (...)