The peace of wild thingsThe Peace of Wild Things "When despair for the world grows in me and I wake in the night at the least sound in fear of what my life and my children's lives may be, I go and lie down where the wood drake rests in his beauty on the water, and the... (...)
He smells so goodI know when he already arrived at the office or not. I can smell him from a far, and he smells so freaking clean and good. His working station is very tidy and pleasant. How could I not like him?
I can't help but wonder..How much would I have to drink for it to be lethal? Logically I should have been dead long ago due to alcohol, but sadly I'm still here... I wish I could pass away, but actively trying to do so isn't an option bc I know too much. Like how hanging... (...)
Grandma birthday partySo Joel also speaks Spanish and it really gets me excited when he does. Sometimes I think he fakes a phone call just to do it. This was not the case. Last night he was talking to someone and I could tell he was upset. I still don't understand... (...)
Looks like we're going to have a very calm weekendJoel's ex wife is coming to get the boys and will keep them overnight. She's been working a lot so it's been a few days since she has seen them. Got both their overnight bags packed and ready to go. She's going to take them to a movie and out for... (...)
These meds for my buddyThese new medications they put my buddy on are really strong I think. He is so tired and out of it right now. Last night he sat outside with us to watch the game and he didn't say a word for over an hour. He barely ate anything for dinner. He... (...)
I once called the suicide hotlineAnd when they found out I'd been drinking, they didn't take me seriously at all. Does it really matter if someone's less than sober when they feel depressed enough to call those numbers tho? I ended up feeling like I was worth less, if anything,... (...)
Hello one and all.Not much time to spend here today therefore I'll start with a quote. This one is from some random guy who called himself William Shakespeare (1564-1616) who said "Thus we play the fool with the time and the spirits of the wise sit in the clouds and... (...)
What's something that makes you feel proud of yourself?For me it's when nieces asks me for help bc they trust me enough to ask, and have faith I can help. Like yesterday when oldest niece (14) told me "I need uncle advice!" then asked how to deal with a boy who seems to wanna be more than friends, but... (...)
Just got home from more gmaw timeThis time we spent 6h at the hospital to make sure she doesn't have a blood clot in her leg. 3 of those hours were just waiting for the blood test results 🙄 Turns out it's "just" an infection, so she got antibiotics. Now I have one hour to catch my... (...)
Friday nightShould be a very fun night We're making homemade pizzas Going to move the tv outside The Royals are playing The Chief's are playing Banana ball is on We're going to make a fire and s'mores Once the kids are in bed whiskey and cigars. I might... (...)
Mr Ferric's Company pic nic is TodayAnd I, Mr Ferric, do not want to go. No I don't, for a variety of reasons. So, what I might do is go really late....once I get there....I'll talk to people that I mostly don't know....in third person. That, should get me excused fairly quickly... (...)
Outside time already? YES!But before I go, I leave you with this from philosopher, poet, theologian, social critic, and religious author Soren Kierkegaard (1813-1855) who is credited with saying "Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forward." I'll see... (...)
Doctor's appointment could of been betterSo after looking over the last 2 test I've done my doctor wasn't happy. My heart rate is still high. He's upping my heart medication and adding another dose during the day. He's also added a fast acting PRN for me to take when I need it. We're... (...)
Is it ok to name some members who i really love and appreciate?I'm sorry if this is wrong but i feel that those who have made the SW experience worthwhile deserves some honest feedback, that some schmuck loves them and thanks them for making this place worth visiting in the 1st place Bexsy -- she is the most... (...)
Today is not a good dayMaybe it’s the weather … grey and menacing Or maybe the fact that I’m nearing my 40tj birthday … been looking into what I have done and what’s left to do in life . I wish I had done things I could be proud of … I did try but my younger self was... (...)
At time's I just love my jobI am a stripper at a bar. this one man he comes to the bar and he all was ask for me for some odd reason. He spends $500 so I take him to my old apartment that is out back of the bar. We use it for like a second private room. He all was ask me to... (...)
A little introduction A new addition to the family 🙂 This is Buni, when I got her I was told she was a poodle well, she looks more like a Maltipoo. But no matter, she pretty amazing. She got her name because she hops when she takes off running. After a haircut... (...)
Open Letter to the Ladies at SWI have written an open letter (below) to all the women here at sw who have met men who took advantage of them. I met someone here at sw several months ago and I was foolish enough to fall for him. He took advantage of me in that he reeled me in... (...)