Fun day at the parkWe all had a great time today. Now we're home and I'm worn out. So Joel and I are going to take a nap before dinner. Were having shrimp and rice and s'mores for dessert. Hopefully they Royals will play better tonight. We going to watch the... (...)
I lost myself in grief.I can't see a pretty face on me anymore. I hate my white hair. I look so ugly in the mirror. No smile on my face. I can see a sad face in the mirror. I lost my sense of humour and confidence. I cry everyday. I don't put on heavy makeup anymore... (...)
Do you have a favorite quote?Mine is from Ralph Waldo Emerson, "What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us"
A low-sugar dessert I made last nightI saw a recipe online, and I realized I could modify it to something my diabetic wife (an my pre-diabetic self) could eat. We tend to avoid artificial sweeteners. At the end of this post, I will describe the "sweeter" original version for those who... (...)
Because You Loved Me Matthew 6:6-8 6 But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. 7 And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think... (...)
I'm starting to regret stuffSo I got into Univesity wich is good.. Ive been almost 4 months in and honestly I just want to get out- I feel so Lost... Idk what to do anymore
Max on his third week... His eyes are now open. He cries inside his box... He likes to be out and walking more. He's getting clingy, always wanting to sleep on mommy.
Its the little things that get you excitedI figured out how to make my font bigger on SW and my keyboard bigger on my new phone because im baf and don't wear my glasses. Sadly I don't think this will improve my spelling or grammar 🤔
Fun family nightWe made our own pizza's for dinner then we got crazy and made a s'mores pizza for dessert Now we have a fire going and are watching the Royals games. Well the boys playing on the swing set while watching the game lol Should be a fun night
I'm doing a little better todayI listened to positive affirmations I had breakfast I got on the treadmill for two minutes I drove to the park and counted trees I was able to breathe in lots of fresh air!!! I noticed walkers, birds and one squirrel yes, only one squirrel I drove... (...)
Not the night we planned onWell the Royals really let us down tonight so we actually changed the channel to the hockey game. Maybe we're bad luck tonight. So they boys we're playing when Joel's cousin walks in our backyard. Joe jumps up and walks to meet him. Link sees... (...)
I went camping over the weekend.It rained the first night, listening to the rain fall on the tent all night was inexplicably soothing. It felt like I was held by the storm and being given a dry hug by Mother Nature. It was exactly what I needed.
Worst panic attack in a whileI haven't had a panic attack like that in a very long time. Thank goodness for joel being here and knowing what to do for me.
What's is wrong with this goddam Administration?U.S. bombs Iran just hours after negotiators arrive for peace talks in Qatar. The excuse was self-defense: U.S. Central Command said “self-defense strikes” in southern Iran on Monday were “to protect our troops from threats posed by Iranian forces.”... (...)
I Never Knew my Dad.My dad has been an alcoholic for as long as I can remember. Growing up, he was always angry, hard to please, and abusive. I spent so much of my life trying to earn his love and make him proud, but nothing ever felt good enough. I can’t even remember... (...)
Hi my dear dear friends ….Today, after 86 days, here in Iran, internet is partly connected … Sooooo, I’m here back to say hi to you all and to thank all my friends, who worried about me … Thank you for your PM’s …. So many that I won’t be able to reply to today … but I’ll... (...)