I am really thinking ofAsking Joel and Buddy to take me to the mental hospital tonight. I'm struggling and I'm very scared right now
Update on CigarguyJeremy was slipped into a dangerous place of depression so we have decided it would be best to take him to a medical clinic. He will be under a 72 hour hold for the time being. He is so much pain and so depressed right now please if you don't mind... (...)
In case you needed it tonight: here's a hug. It's a cozy hug. There is no awkwardness, just the feeling of comfort, acceptance, and lent strength. It's a calming, soothing hug. Just for you. Sleep well. ๐ค
Banana ball and the RoyalsTonight we had chicken soft tacos and rice. It was very good. Doctor approved of course And now we're watching the Royals and baseball ball It's a calm quiet evening with out the boys but I miss them already. Pain is much better now but I... (...)
Took a shower this morningAnd mostly by myself too. So none of you will have to complain that I am stinky today ๐๐๐๐ But I am sure feeling it now. Joel is getting ready to put on my pain patch and I'm going to have oatmeal for breakfast today. Today is a new... (...)
Nana and Papaw are here!๐Yesterday my grandparents made it to town all the way from Florida ๐ Theyโre staying until June 1st and Iโm so excited to have them here with us!! Feels so good having them close again ๐ฅน๐
Trump is bored with the Iran war.Trump goes into battle like Mike Tyson who scored knock outs in the first round in 23 fights. Trump scored one knockout in the first round against Maduro. Trump's second fight is with Iran that is still standing after Trump had declared a win five... (...)
How would life beIf everyone was literal all the time. No humor . No understanding of sarcasm irony or puns Would they drive you crazy? The ones on here like that make me laugh. I have a to laugh to avoid the potential depression they can create. I'm not intending... (...)
In honor of my cat's birthday monthI shall sing a song to the tune of Tom Jones 's she's a lady She's a kitten ...whoa whoa whoa ....she's a kitten ... She's a kitten ...whoa whoa whoa ...she's a kitten .... And that kitten is a cat * bows*
38 weeks ๐คฐ๐ฝ๐Kyson, babyโฆ we are so ready for you. Every little kick reminds me you could be here any day now ๐ญ Mama is tired, uncomfortable, and officially over being pregnant ๐ Bags packed โ House ready โ Just waiting on you now ๐ Hurry up and... (...)
Bubby totally forgot That the boys were going to Joel's ex-wife's house for the weekend he got new Star Wars games on both their switches and he was getting ready to go pick them up from school. He's a little disappointed he was looking forward to watching them play the... (...)
Recovering very well from FFS and trachea shaveRecovering very well from the FFS and trachea shave I had done on Monday. Wife was there for support and she was glad to hear things went great. Mom called too and before it happened telling me good luck. I was also happy to hear things went great. I... (...)
Did I deserve this?I know Iโm having this baby and accept that. On one level. But also. Struggling to connect with reality rn. Feel so so guilty for not being able to be best mom ever
One of my cat is nowhere to be found.I counted my cats last night and they were all there. Woke up this morning and one is missing. I thought she just wandered off for a bit, but sheโs still not back. Iโve checked every inch of the house to see if sheโs stuck and searched everywhere... (...)
Plans for the dayTo just sit and relax the Royals play a day game so we're going to watch that. Got the fire going already. Joel pointed out to me that I have not been listening to my music since I've gotten home so I've got Frank Sinatra playing. Should be a nice... (...)
What is a "real" man or a "real" woman?I believe the answers would vary from person to person. I don't believe either is to be thought of as a superhero or a servant with no will of their own. The first is too much pressure for an ordinary human, and the second only breaks a person down... (...)
Night of star warsTonight we watched Biba Fett. The boys played on the toy blanket and Sissy watched the show sitting next to me. Sissy had her cello lesson. She is getting so good. We have the fireplace going and I'm enjoying some hot tea and honey. It was... (...)
How often do you walk your dogs? (13) I woke up @ 4:30 a. m., did a bit of exercise then went out to walk my dog @ 5 a. m., around the neighborhood for 30 minutes. I walked my 2-year-old... (...)
This surgery has been hardThe surgery has been much harder than my last one. I don't have hardly any energy, the pain is way worse this time and I am feeling very very depressed. I know it's probably because I had two surgeries so close together and I just need to give... (...)