Knew it wouldn't last foreverJust found out that this is the last weekend Joel will be off for a while. With school starting back up and the holidays coming up it's back to 7 days a week. It was fun while it lasted.
I must stop posting till August 28 That will be when i can buy books again, i feel like making it a huge splurge, and THEN i'll start saving money like you wouldn't believe. Some of the pricey volumes i've got my eye on: (Quote) and other things, i must keep some things as a... (...)
I miss her so much "I hear the clock, at 6am, I feel so far from where I've been". I miss her so much that sometimes silence isn't even enough. I'm alive but not living. I think about our shortest living relative. 49. My dad. Out of both sides parents,... (...)
I am who I amI am not here to fit into anyone’s idea of perfect. I am the sum of my scars and my victories, my flaws and my strengths. I carry my truth proudly, without apology. I am who I am—and that is enough.
The Wind Up of the Easily Led is working in the UKOn Thursday, an MP in the British parliament, one Rupert Lowe, (now independent because he was thrown out of Reform UK) having mistaken a charity rowing event as it passed the Norfolk coast for immigrants trying to land in a small boat, without doing... (...)
Ten things about me:1. I am over 6 feet tall 2. I am left handed 3. I cook 4. I have a wicked sense of humor 5 I have a younger brother who worked with well known bands in Seattle 6. I was once a proud member of EP 7. I used to work for a college radio station as... (...)
Disappointed I ran out of my regular cigars I smoke at work. I forgot to order more so I got these until my regular one come. I'm not impressed at all. Won't buy these again. Hopefully I'll get my others in this weekend.
Very excitedWith the boys gone Joel and I are going on a date tonight. Just the two of us. Something we haven't done in a while. We're getting Texas Roadhouse to go and we're going to a cigar lounge. We going to get a few very nice cigars and enjoy some... (...)
Last night was bittersweetSo our daughter had her last cello lesson at home. Since school is starting there is no longer the need for the lessons. I'm going to miss hearing her play at home. The cello is big and will be hard for her to bring home every night. She will... (...)
Why don't they listenSo I went to get lab work today and I told the tech that no one ever has luck getting blood from my arms and they always have the best luck on my right hand. Well she didn't listen. She tried both arms and couldn't find a vein. Two painful sticks.... (...)
Thanks everyone. It's time for me to log off.Samuel Clemens, better known as Mark Twain, is quoted as saying "The two most important days of your life are the day you were born, and the day you find out why." Take care of yourself. You're needed.
I wonder if my friend will remember that kissOmg my friend she was drinking with this guy last night. I was giving a guy a lap dance and I over heard this guy with her double dared her to make out with another woman. Guess who she decided to do this with. She called me over and before I could... (...)
I had my date with the neighbor boy part 2So yesterday we was just telling stories back and forth. I remember this one he really wanted his mom to take him to the lake to teach him how to swim. His mom was busy with work and all. So I agreed to take him swimming at the lake. he was so... (...)
How do you want to be loved?I want to be loved wholly, fully, with no remorse and no regrets. I want a love that makes me love myself. I want a selfless love. I want love that's gentle, that's peaceful. I want to be loved so hard that I can barely breathe. I want a love that... (...)
Strength !!! Being lonely doesn’t mean you’re broken, boring, or destined to stay that way. It just means you’re human, with a heart that’s hungry for connection. And that hunger? That’s proof you care, which is a strength.