I just had a thoughtScary I know. I feel like some of my posts might make it sound like Joel doesn't do anything to help me. He does so much. But he was to be at work at 5 am. So he's up and gone before the kids are up. He works long hours so many times I'm home... (...)
Making a listSo my therapist asked me to make a list of all the things I do during the day that are other people, then make a list for everything I do for myself excluding hygiene. Said that didn't count. the list was very long for everyone else's needs.... (...)
Crimson Fists Terminator Ancient A Made To Order I bought in December arrived today, so I used the banner bits to make a Terminator Captain into an Ancient. He'll get painted eventually.
rock music when I first heard about Jackyl I didn't know what to think this band was a favorite of some of the people that I hung out with on IMVU, this song mostly.
The worst song in the world? I saw an article about David Lynch, where he described "It's a small world" as the worst song in the history of music. I'd never heard of it, so I gave it a listen. I managed about 3 seconds. He might be right.
Here are some mor ideas to enjoy watermelon Watermelon salad Mix diced watermelon with feta cheese mint and balsamic glaze for a refreshing summer salad. Watermelon smoothie Blend watermelon with yogurt and honey for a quick and healthy drink. Grilled watermelon Grill slices of watermelon... (...)
Better without me.At some point in having fun, I always have to realize, I'm still alone. I'm still the weird one. My words are too strong and yet I am not enough. Others only want me for entertainment value and the depths I think I'm reaching is really just the door... (...)
I posted this ten years ago... I found it randomly today doing a search. I thought it was a amazing photo at the time. Its horrible actually .... But still around
What you find this creepy?Ok, So I was over my friends house and her parents have a 29 year age gap, and her dad was telling me how they met and that she was so sweet and innocent. He was was 48 and she was 19, and I couldn’t help but to feel creeped out.
Pensando un pocoLas vueltas que dá la vida ... Nunca ilusionen, promentan ni nada en vano/si no lo cumplen a la otra persona porque luego obtendrán las desgracias 😁 que los sentimientos sean mutuos y felices 💕 ah si, también tengan comunicación para entenderse... (...)
Support group tonight.Tonight we are going back to our eating disorder support group. I'm already getting anxious. It's where I meet Joel. We use to go all the time but life got busy and it was easier to stop going. We rarely had a babysitter and I never wanted to go... (...)
Good Morning Beautiful People! 💓💓💓💓 Those of you headed to work may this day go quick and smoothly for you! Please get there and get home safe! Those of you who are off or at home, may this day feel lazy and relaxing as if you are on vacation! REMEMBER IT'S ALL JUST A STATE OF MIND!... (...)
Her deathday I love you, I love you, I love you. I'm sorry. Her deathday is tomorrow. I have wanted to die every day since last year. I miss you so much, and it has not gotten better. I have been in a coma since last year. It won't end. I love... (...)
V Beautiful Good Morning Assalamu Alaikum: My prayer is that Allah will bless you with every blessing that is good, honor and dignity, comfort and peace, health and well-being. May Allah always keep you in His protection and safety. May He increase your sustenance and... (...)
My Favourite '80's Albums In no particular order. Thanks to the wife - @SammyJo - and her lists of music, here's 10 of the albums that I enjoy from the 1980's. Madonna - 'True Blue' (1986) It's Madonna. It is, actually, my favourite ever album. Full of great songs. Gives... (...)
Okay, I'm an adult.That is my answer to anyone who "shoulds" me. I'm an adult. I don't need people telling me what I should do. Stay in your own lane and I'll stay in mine. Okay
I'm tired of "more"...Everyone wants more, more, more. Work wants more time. Everyone wants more of your money. More productivity. More attention. Talk more. Do more. Give more. Smile more. It's always about more. I just want to be happy with what I have and how things... (...)
Thoughts on blocking.Two days ago I had one of those "touchy-feely" moments in which I thought that I might TRY to unblock a few of the more than 1400 people I have blocked on SW. It was mostly random. I went back to people I had blocked about 7 years ago. I soon... (...)
Trump to Re-open AlcatrazMore good ideas from Trump. Of course Democrats will hate it, since they do not think ANYONE should be in prison. Hell, some Democrats lobbied to close all the prisons.
Not all mothers are momsWith Mother's Day approaching I am reminded what a difficult holiday this has always been for me. Not for the reasons you may think. Not because I lost my mom. Nope, she is still very much alive. But because of the strained relationship we have had... (...)