Today I saw myself in the mirror and thought I was prettyThis didn't happen since my hypomania days... but I felt happy that I thought this way of myself. I've been thinking negatively of myself in regards to everything lately, so this reflex put a smile on myself. I wish this upcoming week will be okay...... (...)
My Best Remedy for Stress and Anxiety Sometimes when I'm stressed and ask myself "Why am I so stressed?!!", I really do know why I'm stressed. 🤭 Why do we try to kid ourselves about these things? We really do know. It's just that I wanted to avoid thinking about it at that time. I... (...)
Busy days before our tripI have so much to do and so little time to get it done Today I have my therapy appointment, it usually wed but he wanted to get me in before we leave Sissy was her counselor appointment Our oldest is going in for a follow up Tomorrow Sissy... (...)
I hurt my exes.After we break up. Never before. It's a reaction. A delayed one for their cruelty. I become just as merciless. Even more. So.....they’d hate me and move on. Forever. I used to think love never hurts. It sure does. The shame I feel keeps... (...)
Have you ever woken up ........and simply accepted that; your weirdness level could quite possibly be the perfect amount of weirdness to attract your dream weirdo soulmate? #weirdforlife 🥷☕
Soooo... I'm waiting for my reference check and then I'm hiredfor a job I really really want. But I have an offer from another job that pays a couple dollars per hour more. The less paying job is the one that will be rewarding and make me happy. The other job has the money I so desperately need but isn't... (...)
Couldn't ask for a better dayToday was just about prefect. For the first time in a year Joel got a sleep in. We made a breakfast casserole and served him breakfast in bed. He really enjoyed it. He was so surprised about the smart watch. He's been wanting one of a while so... (...)
Turns out my euthymia is depressed.Today I finished the first tablet of the mood stabilizer. Which makes it five days in a row for my first time taking treatment for my bipolar II (recently diagnosed) I can hardly believe it but I'm committed I guess. I only missed one pill once cause... (...)
This is what makes me happy. That this little guy can't wait to sit with me in bed. That he literally rushes to pile in and make himself comfortable with a loud purr and tender kisses. To have this kind of love from a cat is to have everything in the world. I love my Mister... (...)
Father's Day is one of my favorite holidaysHow would you feel if you toiled over a Father's Day meal: beef tips, loaded mashed potatoes, and a salad, homemade cookies. (I mean cooked everything starting at 5:30 in the morning hand peeled the potatoes fried the bacon clipped fresh chives from... (...)
Prayers for TryingtoLava Abba as I come before you my prayer is for Ms K. . The Serenity Prayer I ask that you grant her the serenity to accept the things she cannot change And the courage to change the things she can In Jesus's mighty name I pray Amen Home is where the... (...)
The Ego Parade Fell Flat Donald Trump's Saturday parade honoring the 250th anniversary of the establishment of the U.S. Army, which coincidentally fell on his 79th birthday, fell flat with one former Army general who expressed his disgust on MSNBC on Sunday morning. The... (...)
Friendshipis meant to be comfortable and natural and accepting of each other's faults. It's not a task or walking on eggshells or worrying what the other will think. I'm tired of having to prove myself to you. So thank you for blocking me because I'm... (...)
You ever had a post ...a bit nervous to share There are times is wish to share my faith .. but seek not rebuke nor retaliation.... There exists a love in me that shines as bright as the sun... Most days I keep it tucked with in my sleeves... regardless of the heart upon it... If you're... (...)
Hey Americans, why "no kings"? American friends, looking on from Canada I am happy about yesterday's widespread peaceful protests against your incipient dictator. But why "No Kings"? Here in Canada, many of us are quite happy to have a king -- our constitutional monarch, King... (...)
The Writer - Smokes a Brisket I'm smoking a 10lb brisket, it was 13lb before trimming. The pan before the brisket is the fat, I'm going to try to render it down and make beef tallow. I'll add more pics as the cook progresses. So I'm starting the cook at 180F or 82C. I'm... (...)
Happy Father's Day to the Fallen As we celebrate our Angels I am headed to visit the resting place of my parents and children to wish my father a Heavenly Fathers Day
Took my new sleeping pills last nightI was very anxious about taking them. I always am about starting something new. But I took them around 11 and I fell asleep around 1. I slept until 5 am. Big win for me. Joel on the other hand took a pain pill and he's still asleep. We're... (...)
Am I the only one who has noticedHow peaceful this place became after yesterday afternoon? Or is there 💩 going on I can't see. I'm finding it exceptional peaceful personnel normal arguments aside.
Getting hurt feelingsMy cousin that I rarely get to see ( I’m 69, she is 73) told me at a recent get together that she wanted me to loose weight. The last time I saw her about 6-7 years ago, she told me the same thing. It hurt my feelings and pissed me off. I would... (...)
And the Oscar goes to . . . . Want to see the whole video? He stages the crime scene several times more to convince he's the victim until he figures out his owner isn't buying it because he isn't being rescued lol😂
I am a HomebodyI am a 47 yr old and I enjoy staying inside and watching movies. I work out during the week as well. My older sister gets upset because I don't go out and drink and gamble with her.(She's an alcoholic) She knows that I will go out with her when I... (...)
Before and after Got this tattoo done a while ago and wasn't happy with it so had it added too and this is what's been done so far still have 3 hours to go. Guy had to stop because I was bleeding too much but it's looks good And after