like a fish in the oceanI used to have a dream journal back then in the beginning of experience project, I would study the themes I dreamt of and their meanings, making connections, I was interested in the human mind and the unconscious, still am, and taking that leap of... (...)
Hehe haha lalala 
Okay I'm finally back home from a busy day, and YAY! I actually had a good day. This morning was kinda ruff but I went to class and got a lot of work done, and had a short convo afterward with my professor which was nice. My Ma also had me do a bunch... (...)
School bullyingIt’s been about 15 years, and I still feel the echoes and wounds — and sometimes a sense of worthlessness, and maybe even guilt about different moments in my life.
The latest a droid update stinks.Anyone else rather annoyed by the latest android update? The battery level is harder to see, some features have been changed for the worst, and the apps scroll down like a huge long page instead of sideways. If it aint broke don't fix it.
Next stop: victoryI'm a runner and a walker, and I eat healthy, no booze, no smoking, so in good conditions for weight loss. I got injured and while the injury itself healed within three/four weeks, my old injury hurt for a couple more months. Just getting back on... (...)
The Waiting Is The Hardest Part 
All my labs have been completed, but I've only received three results on the medical portal and I had five performed. The one that will confirm my diabeties 2 or tell me I'm diabetic 1 hasn't come back yet. I have a virtual meeting with my... (...)
My (almost) Pen PalBack when WhatsApp was a faraway dream and friendship bloomed through postage stamps, I found a pen pal through a children’s magazine. I was 7 or 8, armed with big hopes and small handwriting. With help from my cousin—just a year older and a... (...)
A tornado warning in my area.Watching the weather and it's looking bad. Huntsville, Alabama. 2 tornadoes could be detected. Wish me luck. Got several emergency alerts on my phone
Future ex husbandI am struggling in my marriage, I have been with my husband 20 plus years, but many years ago his family in particular his mother and his sister always caused me grief and sorrow. Well his mother and sister are dead. I don't understand it but I can't... (...)
I mean ..Really? These are what constitue the latest fashion trend for men. WTF? Them pants are like ..MINE!!! On this dude they like one of cheap hotels... ain't noooo ballroom folks. Nope.
Of course after a long day Be sure to kick them feet up and add two important food groups.... Booze and chocolate cherries. Stay healthy my friends.

America has moved to a soviet-style economyThe american government administration is now dictating how much Walmart can charge for its goods. When america was a free country the market decided prices, but now Central Planning (run by trump and bessent) will make those decisions. That... (...)
Solo un recuerdo Mi Rey, mi amor, Ahora solo eres un recuerdo en mi mente y en mi corazón, Pero ese lugar nadie va a poder reemplazarlo... Hasta en mis sueños estás presente como recordándome a quién pertenezco, Incluso en mis pensamientos estás...


Just for funJust for fun I sent Joel's grandmother a video of our daughter practicing her solo for next week's concert. Her response back had me in tears Oh my goodness. She is amazing. The way she plays you can really tell how much she loves the music. I... (...)
I've been eating moreSo one OF the things my therapist suggested when Joel joined us during my last session were ways to get me to eat that wouldn't trigger my my PTSD. He said the trigger is me sitting at the table and my outbursts So he wants me to try different... (...)
Trump Says Walmart Should Eat The Cost https://www.cnbc.com/2025/05/17/trump-tells-walmart-to-eat-the-tariffs.html On his social media Truth wrote that. Well a lot of companies probably Walmart's too are taking advantage using tariffs to increase prices on goods they already had in... (...)
Cymbalta and POTSThis is not what I wanted to here today. My doctor said the Cymbalta is not a recommended drug to be on with POTS Im kinda freaking out. I've been on it for about a year now and my depression has been very stable. I mean I have my bad day but... (...)
A memory just came back to me just popped into my head
..I'm watching YouTube Reddit am I the A**hole stories and this woman said her husband wants to sit in on her girl's night out, she told him that would be awkward and that it defeats the purpose of GIRLS night. He's obsessive AF and it gave me red... (...)
Trump / Capital Rioter's Family To Receive 5 Million https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/politics/2025/05/19/ashley-babbitt-settlement-capitol-attack/83729533007/ Opening up the door for the lawsuits to be made against any law enforcement officer who is LEGALLY doing his duty. First Trump pardon 6... (...)
So.... sheesh...pissed my mom off....First let's go to the board: * I'm not a spend thrift, nor rich. * Have you know ... Done some...legit smart stuff. * Not always.... impulsive. Sorta. Kay... This rather wealth stacked friend of my folks, whom knew my sis and I growing up... (...)
Happy Memorial Day!!!! Let's all please take a moment of silence in remembrance of everyone whose paid that ultimate sacrifice for this country. We thank you for your bravery, your service, your loyalty, for our freedoms!
So one of my ladies has 40lbs of onions.So I assumed she was going to make some food for our disaster relief drive at church. She said no. I said what are going to do with 40lbs of onions then??? She said said they're VIDALIA onions!! Looking at me like wtf. So I said ok, what are you... (...)