I use music to heal. When I can listen to this and not cry I'll know I'm over him. 2 years on the tears still flow but I know they cleanse the pain he left me with.
My priority. One thing I've made sure I do when I turned 50 was to always protect my peace. Becoming 50 was a huge deal for me and I felt a huge "lifequake" happen. I no longer feel naive, always listen to my instincts and have found my voice. Feels good 🙂
So am moving camping space...I have packed and all and am down at the cafe-restaurant. A friend will help me move as the weight on the bicycle is too much for going uphill in the middelands - that's truly great:) Now is only 9.30 but it feels like noon already. It's going to... (...)
Anxious feelingsIt's stopping me from sleeping. I know I'm anxious, or sad or something. It's just I don't know what about. So I'm laying here trying to think what it is that's keeping me up and making me feel this tonight and then that is making me even more... (...)
A valentine from nature Mowing the lawn just now I found this feather in the grass. How I saw it I don't know because it's so tiny. It has a perfect heart on it. After looking it up I found it's from a Northern Flicker. This is strange because I don't ever remember... (...)
My ex wifeSo this is the weekend my ex is supposed to have the boys. She sent me a message saying she has a new boyfriend now, and he has his daughter this weekend. She said Link needs a lot of extra help and care, and because of that, she wouldn’t be able to... (...)
The pain of being aloneThe pain of being alone is hard to explain. It’s not just wanting a relationship or someone to hang out with. It’s wanting to feel like I actually matter to someone. To have someone who checks in, wants to hear my voice, asks how my day was, and... (...)
Sophie is pregnant! Sophie is officially pregnant by Coach Malik!!! 🤭🫣 Elite Varsity Dance Team gonna be crazy this year ya'll!!! Her dad is so excited that she is having his friend's black baby! ❤
🎶Crazy for trying ...I'm crazy for crying ...🎶I have reached out for some therapy. I have not reached out for grief counseling instead focusing on my depression/ anxiety and past trauma. Will this be any different? I don't know. But ,it was getting to a scary point so ,I took a deep breath and... (...)
Jesus Is Enough: Our Safe Place God gave us so many good things to enjoy in this life. Family, friends, work, hobbies, learning. They are all gifts from Him. But when we are hurting, scared, or have big questions, we have to be careful where we look for answers. The world has a... (...)
Lesson Learned I see why people avoid some of these users freaking toxic and ready to fight. I need to remember not to interact with them.
My ankle has been swollen for more than 4 weeks. I don't feel good at all. When will this heal? I read on the internet that it can take up 3 to 12 months. I put on 2kg weight again because I can't cycle and have a long walk. I was successful lose to 68kg. I need to lose 10kg to achieve 60kg.
Just an observation about relationshipsWhen I see someone who’s sweet, soft-spoken, generous, and always trying to make the people around them happy, I don’t immediately think, “Their partner is so lucky.” Because sometimes, people give the best version of themselves to everyone except... (...)