Just a little bit scared of life todaySo I'm here at my favorite site to journal... that the future seems so uncertain today..."try to think positive" I say to myself...at least it's a beautiful day here today... the sun is shining and it's only 80 degrees in Texas. Thanks for reading
No more IV antibioticsWent for my checkup today doctor says everything is doing good and that we can discontinue the IV antibiotics and start me on a pill antibiotic for at least two more weeks. I'm super excited and they even took my port out!! Now to come home and... (...)
I was thinking..About time…and after all these explanations, calculations, gravity and philosophy, most I barely understand, I think all I can say is that life is the experience of time. Life is the consumption of time. Just a random thought..
Last day of school for the kidsIt's been a I'm interesting school year for them they've been through a lot hopefully the summer will be less stressful. We have a lot of fun things planned for them.
On vacation.Flew to Orlando early this morning. After a nap at the nice little airb&b wife and I walked to the gas station, nice outdoor bar and grill in Cocoa Beach having fried haddock and fries and beer on draft. Tomorrow morning my daughter is getting... (...)
It's my first time to feel marginalized at workI'm always that timid introverted girl, but I never felt or experienced this before. I think it started when one of my colleagues didn't like my output. Take note, I'm the only new employee in our team and they've been all friends for 2 to 5 years.... (...)
Is it possible to change attraction preference?😆As I am too picky when to comes to looks even when half of men i am attracted to are not that good looking as per society standards. It's getting hard for me to date. I only find 1 in 10, 1 in 20 men in dating apps attarctive. In real life maybe 1... (...)
Something I had worried about early on happened today..and it was actually kind of funny. I took the wee ones to a park, there was a black woman there with her two kids. She saw me, thought I was a biker of something (probably the long hair and burnside), and started freaking out. I was standing there... (...)
Do you secretly enjoyThe thrill of predicting which set of elevator doors will open first? In my mind it's like a game of listening to the elevator whoosh and guessing which set of elevators I should walk towards before the doors open. Is it just me?
Feeling very simple today...I don't know how to word what I'm feeling other than it feels simple. My whole life, I was the weird quiet kid, the girl who got good notes and way too opinionated in history class, the one who was always reading something, the one who asked too... (...)
Spending extra calm time with the kidsWe have been spending a little extra calm quiet time with the kids since my mom passed away to make sure that they're doing okay and if they have any questions or need to talk about anything. They all seem to be handling it very well but we just... (...)
I ❤ magnesium 🫠I posted a while back about magnesium gel after gym. Now I’m taking magnesium powder before bed. It makes me fall asleep like a baby 💤 Only side effect is wanting to smash the f*ck outta my phone in the morning bc sleep feels sooo sweet. Lol
I had a dream last night that I was dating Rob Lowe...Honestly ,it had to be something I ate. Anyway, I pushed him away later in dream and said it was way too soon for me to date. I really don't put any stock in these type of dreams. I still miss my husband terribly and I'm not thinking of dating... (...)
We are celebrating tonight Our buddy just got promoted to junior partner at his law firm!!!! I am so proud and excited for him!!!!
I owe her everything. I'll be honest I don't usually post deep stuff like this but I needed to get this off my shoulders. This woman my partner, my best friend, and my Hannah means the world to me. She is caring, and kind not to mention the most understanding woman there... (...)
I've lost motivation for job seekingWhy even apply if the next day I get rejection emails or a call to set up a fake bs interview that goes nowhere. Trying to figure out ways where I can make my own money I know that's going to take money itself but it would be better than having to... (...)
I keep changing...I feel like I'm back to when I was 15 and I was growing and I was mad at everything and everyone for no reason, and I wanted to eat the world whole in one bite like every teenager does, except this time I feel like I'm very aware of every little way... (...)
TIL ~ Some foods are basically immortal. Salt, honey, garlic, sugar, white rice, and dried beans can last almost 'forever' if stored right. Archaeologists even found edible honey in Egyptian tombs after thousands of years. But Parmesan cheese is the overachiever, while other cheeses age... (...)
Lazy ThursdayWe had a late breakfast and have been sitting on the couch watching breaking bad and being very lazy. Got the fireplace going and our fuzzy man blankets. When the kids are home Sissy has her Cello lesson and we'll have grilled cheese and tomato... (...)
Not feeling the bestTonight Grandma made chicken and cheesy rice but I didn't eat much. Everyone is watching the Royals and playing Mario kart. I'm not feeling well. I'm kinda nauseous and feeling a little dizzy. Not sure what is going on. So I'm just watching.... (...)
Everything is fineWith my heart. The doctors did a bunch of tests so that put us at ease. I haven't been feeling the best the last few days and today it just got worse. They're saying it's because of the IV antibiotics I've been on. So they're going to give me some... (...)
GOD HEARS OUR PRAYERS - WANT TO SHARE MY GOOD NEWS! “If ye then, being evil (in comparison with sinless God), know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?” Matthew 7:11 is a core verse from the Sermon on the... (...)
Being Honest isnt Appreciated?A few days ago I got a followers request and a message, Iooked at their profile read the about me which was quite lengthy and said dont see us compatible. Get a reply back saying how could I reject them, replied after reading what you are into and... (...)
✨ Settling In as a Family of Three ✨It’s hard to believe our sweet Kyson is already 4 days old! 🥹💙 These first few days have been a whirlwind of love, cuddles, and learning how to navigate life as a family of three. John has been the sweetest partner and dad, helping me every step of... (...)
Men,Would you fall for this... I is a goods woman lukin for a fine men who can fixes stuff around de howse and gives me lots of moiney... Her is me pitcher (Ignore it is da profesinel picture I beed a module)