i don't even know what's wrong with me anymore.i've been in such a depressed funk lately. i'm sad all the time, i'm grumpy, i'm angry, and i feel miserable. it feels like i'm carrying around this weight that i can't put down, and i don't even know why. i'm so tired of feeling like this and i just... (...)
when will it ever get better?i keep telling myself to hang in there, that things will eventually get easier, but lately it's been so hard to believe. i'm exhausted from feeling sad all the time, and i just want to know what it feels like to genuinely be okay again.
First post! What brought you here?I had to move from my hometown and heard some guys talking about this website at a bar and said they meet people on here so I thought I'd try it out!
Weekly muse writing challengeYour laughter is madenning, like midnight fireflies drowned in whisky it holds no heat. Before you, before you caught me and taught me dusk, my world was a barefoot child twirling between summer rays. For this week’s writing challenge…... (...)
The night that couldn't continueI hate your laughter. Its cruel meander, its heartfelt rejection. My love carved away onto a riverside, its heat scattering in a cold breeze. Fueling my rage. Burning my tears. I hate the stars as they watch overhead. Those evil fireflies emerging... (...)
The Wisdom That We Seek Why does it take a lifetime To gain the wisdom that we seek We spend most of our life so foolishly Full of arrogance and pride Thinking nothing can really hurt us Our youth and strength on our side It is only when we are broken When we don't... (...)
Tonight's feature presentation Volker Schlondorff was one of the key members of the New German Cinema, this is one of my favorite waves, a number of interesting figures from the well known Herzog, Wenders, my man Fassbinder, to the lesser knowns and in some cases finer, ergo... (...)
Becoming WholeSometimes people come into our lives to show us parts of ourselves that still need healing. A soul contract of sorts. They play the part of the bad guy. So that you eventually learn to stop abandoning yourself. There’s beauty in the break down. It... (...)
Iran forever. Buckle up for yet another US war.In a news analysis published this week, Los Angeles Times foreign correspondent Nabih Bulos writes that Trump has frequently railed against long-running military conflicts in which the United States has involved itself, including Afghanistan (“a... (...)
A lil random info about BLUNT...So when I think of soccer I get a lil sad about the past. I always wanted to play hockey but my parents were too much of peasants to sign me up for hockey, I knew that wasn't even a option since my parents were poor & miserable, so I started to play... (...)
Should I call off today? (14) I got home like at 3am, I woke up Can’t go back to sleep and I have to be up in two more hours 😵
Will I regret this later?The lawyer called today and asked if my husband and I had any final discussion before the hearing. We didn’t. Neither of us reached out, and the last time we spoke was about three months ago. I never asked for anything in the divorce settlement.... (...)
him- document 2i promise i love you even if we had a gazillion misunderstandings, my love for you isn’t affected by some silly mishaps it never is, everyone goes through stuff where they mess up, and ill learn from it and grow and be more attentive when you talk, w... (...)
Inspiring life storyMy life hasn't been defined by easy chapters, but by the decision to keep going through some of the hardest ones. For more than six years, I've battled drug-induced psychosis, depression, and anxiety. I've been hospitalized six times, including one... (...)
bruised cheek?? 😭yesterday i woke up with pain in my mouth and it just kept getting worse and worse. it was all in one spot on the inside of my mouth, so i just assumed it was a toothache. well... i woke up this morning and somehow it's even worse. 😭 i had my mom... (...)
Where im at currently.I don't usually open up like this, but I need to be honest. Lately I've been struggling a lot with loneliness, depression, and anxiety. My doctors are adjusting my medications, and I'm hoping things improve, but right now it's been a difficult road.... (...)
I'm not sure what to do.I love art and programming, but now everything is being automated with AI. I hear people in these fields getting laid off since AI can code, generate 3D models, art, and whatnot. I'm really confused about whether I should continue with this. Just... (...)
A proud immigrantA proud immigrant and legal United States citizen since the age of 11. My parents decided to immigrate to the United States from Germany bringing my sister and I was 8 when this happened and went through the process. They wanted a better life... (...)