Here's the plan...Understand if you can, Stan. Said Dan, a man with a plan. In this land, make spic n' span. I understand, Dan. I hear you, man to man. So I ran, bucket in hand. I ran the span of land between Sudan and Iran, looking for sand and filling the can.
I am not okayOne Month Without Jeremy Today marks one month since we lost Jeremy. One whole month without him, and somehow it still doesn’t feel real. I keep waiting for this to hurt a little less, for the shock to wear off, for my heart to understand that he’s... (...)
Missing my cat. Always hurts more on a Sunday think it's because I've always seen Sunday as a family day and now I'm alone again. The loneliness I feel stings my heart 🥺
Nervous EnergyHave you ever been on a phone call and when its silent you decide to fill your friends in on your week? I have to constantly remind myself that I can't share everything, especially with a judgemental friend. If I said I was going to rob a bank, I can... (...)
I'm ready for hibernation weatherMy social battery is full and I'm just not wanting to people with people ...I want to hibernate with my cat near the fireplace with big cozy blankets
I could not be happier.Not because everything is perfect. But because I know who holds me. Because Jesus saved my soul. And because He put a fire in me to write for Him. And He's saying "I'm not done with you yet." When I write for Jesus, I come alive. Every word is His.... (...)
Ever evolvingHey folks, I just want to share what's going on between my ears, not a whole lot haha,but this is it: For each of the 3 things I'm most into, MUSIC is powerfully intruding in the book space. Last night was exploring in the extreme metal realms and... (...)
Baseball and Toy Story 5 Dinner tonight Then we are going to watch the Royals and Banana ball After the games end everyone is going to find their favorite comfy spot and we're going to watch Toy Story 5 with lots of fun snacks As Jeremy would say should be a good night
Have you ever had an encounter with a wild animal?The closest thing I can think of, is when I had a staredown with a deer during my junior year of college in late 2009. We just stood there looking at each other for maybe a minute, and then it must have realized it was late for dinner or something... (...)
Good mooooOOOrningI am going to make a coffee now... It is raining but softly..:) I feel cozy 🌸 and I have plenty of time for my coffee..
Friend or Nah?I just got into a disagreement with I thought was a good friend. I told her that instead of keeping my uncles ashes in my home (which was in a small pendant necklace), I decided to pour it into the water near my apt complex. She then asked me Why... (...)
AND YOU THOUGHT JESUS WAS MAD AT YOU Have you ever laid in bed at night thinking God is disappointed in you? Have you ever thought "I messed up too bad. He's waiting to punish me"? If you have, you're not alone. But this morning I need to tell you something: You thought Jesus... (...)
Sick child abuser!!! "Kieran L. Ansley, 43, was charged with two counts of second-degree child abuse and two misdemeanor counts of fourth-degree child abuse, according to court records obtained by WOOD. The 4-month-old girl, who was born four months prematurely, was... (...)
Tt's build a bear Since losing Jeremy, TT has attached himself to a Build-A-Bear. He takes it everywhere he goes. He talks to it like it’s Daddy, tells it things, and even when he’s at school, he makes sure his bear is sitting in my home office waiting for him. When... (...)
Accidentally played laxative roulette a few minutes ago 🙈Took some laxatives earlier, for reasons I'm sure you understand. They didn't work. Few hours later, at 4.45 am: watching a Markiplier Try Not To Laugh compilation. Laxatives kicks in in the middle of a laughing fit. IBS also kicks in immediately... (...)
Just letting out the words...I feel as though I have sunk. Into what? I don’t know. All I know is that I am far below the surface of life. It is as though, from some unknown depth, I am staring at my own life and the lives of others. I feel—I feel the pain, the sadness, the... (...)
Making food out of nothing I wasn't hungry earlier so I just made a meal out of random leftover stuff we had in the fridge. It's cold pasta, some salad, chopped up crab sticks and some salmon. I honestly think this is the nicest thing I ate in a long time. Sometimes it works... (...)
Kind such a small word, yet such a powerful one.❤ Sadly, for some people, this word seems to be missing from their lives. They believe that anger, harshness, or rudeness is the way to make others listen and get their way. But kindness has a different kind of strength. A kind word can calm a hurting... (...)