I love them but my entire family. I feel like they bring out the worst in me & i can't be myself around them

Errrebody

My mother. I only keep a relationship with her because my dad and i are close.

I'm a bit tired of my gf never bring around. She's always got someplace else to be and I can't go with during the week or for weeks on end to her cabin or her cousin's. Or I'm left watching the dig. And even when she is in town she won't stay at my place. She only has a single bed at her place. Doesn't want to get married. I need someone with me. WTF

One of my best mates I used to share a house with, he was also my cocaine dealer, as I have been clean for over a year and as much as I love the bloke like my brother, I just can’t be around that and I suck at resisting temptation lol.