At various points, not one moment. It's not a difficult discover.
But in my journey I discovered how to find true intimacy, so there is another discovery but it's harder to find. It's more like a quest, not for the faint-hearted or shallow.

Long time ago, when I was a kid. I was an outsider and later, even though I found some friends, I still can't quite fit in.

When my mom died, dad kicked me out and let my estranged half sister have the house and my methed up boyfriend gave me a fat lip but I didn't have the strenth to leave.

Long ago I found I only had myself to talk to, to trust...guess sometimes I'd rather believe otherwise...

A couple years ago I made an observation about myself.....I love being alone!

When i was about 8 or 9 years old

When I was about 5 and realized I couldn't trust my parents.

I'm alone?? No wonder why I'm so lonely

I don't remember. It's been a while.

i'm not alone, i gots my wife and yous guys and my froggy hand puppet who tells no secrets and a medical condition and some booze and...

You're only alone if you choose to be alone.

My teens

When your friends leave you

when my ex gf broke up with me in may of last year

First time I got high

Meh, I may be alone, but there's no point in worrying over it. Make some friends.

As long as I have my parents, I'm not, in the literal sense. I will be sooner rather than later, though. I've already buried a spouse and child.

I guess when my parents died. It doesn't seem to matter how old you are, you still feel like an orphan.

WheNz I NUked aLL u cheAPs PooRs bastarDs