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day 2 without weed 馃挌 [I Release These Thoughts]

got a big ol headache but otherwise feeling better without it. i overdid it for years & years. someday i may be able to actually use it in moderation. for now i think it's better if i quit (again).

quit.

quit.

quit.

quit.

it was pretty okay until they started making these concentrates for mass use. did you know it's possible to get so stoned that you slur & almost like a drunk feeling? yes. it is. and i think it's been about a yr or 2 of heavy use of that stuff, every week getting a tube or 2 or 3. my tolerance recently got so high that i could eat half a tube of concentrates just to feel something... a whole tube is 750mg. that's a LOT of weed...

what a waste of time & money. either i go my whole life doing drugs & wishing i had the willpower to do something else, or i try to change it now... it's REALLY HARD not to lean back on it. especially since the people i live with are not going to quit... but this morning & yesterday instead of craving i took off on my bike. it was good.

i want to cut down on coffee too. i stopped drinking so much in the day & now just have 1 or 2 cups in the morning. or a coffee drink somewhere. idk if i'll ever be able to fullly quit coffee lol but it must contribute to some of my anxiety and emotional instability. i think it will be okay as long as i get regular exercise & don't overdo it.

keep it up. it's hard to see things in a sober light. i've been trying to cover the wounds from my childhood. i still wish someone would just open up and give me the biggest hug and make me feel truly seen and loved. but for now i gotta try to do it myself .... & not take care of any1 else but me!
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uncalled451-55, M
I'd absolutely give you a huge hug.
lovelywarpedlemon26-30, F
[@329500,uncalled4] thanks sweetie 馃枻

 
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