I Am Not Happy With Myself
I don't understand why this is happening, and so the situation bothers me so much more.
I'm not happy, and I have no clue why. I have every reason to carry a genuine smile on my face--as I used to, but it has become an added weight.
I ACKNOWLEDGE my lack in expression and my familiarity with unhappiness, but I CANNOT shake it. I literally stand at work forcing myself to smile because according to the majority, "smiling more will bring it genuinely". FALSE. It's exhausting.
I'm not happy, and I have no clue why. I have every reason to carry a genuine smile on my face--as I used to, but it has become an added weight.
I ACKNOWLEDGE my lack in expression and my familiarity with unhappiness, but I CANNOT shake it. I literally stand at work forcing myself to smile because according to the majority, "smiling more will bring it genuinely". FALSE. It's exhausting.
