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I Love to People Watch

I am the outsider in a lot of ways and don't really have insider status I'm not one of the cool kids I never really did fit in as a kid at all and still even though i'm in good with a few people I still acutely remember what it was to be on the outside looking in and so periodically I'll take a withdrawn look at what's going on and get outside my head and just glance around you know. I was a former bullying victim who had to endure a lot of shit at other people's hands and it was largely just because they spotted an opening to do something and exploited it because they had REally poor impulse controls and just couldn't stop themselves I guess.

just observe the tumblr blogs for instance and take a look, search through tags deliberately trying to find women who are outwardly attractive and their blogs, every now and then it may because I actually want to find somebody to have a relationship with but usually when I'm glancing through it I'm just seeing whats out there and passively scanning without any real intent to pounce.

Go and look though, look for the pretty ones on tumblr, on the web and I have to tell you as a complete fucking reject as a kid myself who got more shit than I'd ever care to tell you about in detail who is still scarred from it and still largely thinks of himself as a pariah and outsider to society so I have the Observer advantage in that I'm capable of being more objective because shit doesn't effect me personally at all but the longer this has gone on the more I could point you to documented examples of women who if you had taken out the most cynical game and yes the meat market grosses me out because
I don't really "Date" on the basis of fuckability. I look for more.

and thrust their photos onto Hot or not and had me rate them I personally would have picked closer to 9 or 10.

Find those girls though and glance at their tumblrs.

Haters. Galore.

Anon hate hurled at them like crazy.

and keep in mind this is often a situation where whoever I've found doesn't even live in my city, maybe they live on the other side of the fucking planet.

I don't know. I just...

found attractive women using the internets.

so theres like 0 potential personal consequences to my real life person to all of this but DEEPLY on the outside and over the years as a former bullying victim it's given me a lot of pause to wonder what the hell drives bullying behavior because it seems like jealousy would be a pretty awesome emotion to justify to yourself or try to self justify Hating somebody and dehumanizing them.

and I think that in a lot of ways the girls that do get targeted are a threat to somebody or perhaps the boys are Negging to knock her self confidence down a peg so that they'll be "at level" with the idea of dating them because they think if they just make her a little bit less conceited she'll give them the attention they crave.

and it can be REALLY transparently obvious sometimes what's going on.

 
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