I Have a Crush
I am going to be writing about my crush a lot since she is always on my mind. I feel better when I get my thoughts and feeling off my chest.
I originally planned to go to the mall with her this week, just us two. I asked her about it last weekend while on break at work and she agreed with it. Spending some time with her and only her felt like something I really needed to do. I have a year left before I ship out to basic training, so I want to enjoy my last year with her.
Unfortunately something popped up for her this weekend, so she has to do some things on the day I planned our hangout. Fortunately we're on summer vacation, so I can easily move it to another day if she is still willing to hangout.
My plan was to get her a gift if we go to the mall together. I can't afford anything big and fancy, but I can still get her a little something she might like. A good friend recommend that I get her something like a bracelet or necklace. I will have to look for a good one that is $50 or under. I'll let her pick it out and everything. The real gift will be for her birthday later this year.
Hanging out her alone is just something I feel like I really need to do. I constantly think about her and dream about her. I never had emotional feelings like this for someone before. Is this what they call love? That's what some people on EP and this site said it was. I do know one thing, I want to be with her more than anything right now. All I have to do is ask her what day would be best for her, then my wish will be granted.
I get such a beautiful feeling when she is around me. Nobody on this planet can give me that feeling. She is definitely a one of a kind.
I originally planned to go to the mall with her this week, just us two. I asked her about it last weekend while on break at work and she agreed with it. Spending some time with her and only her felt like something I really needed to do. I have a year left before I ship out to basic training, so I want to enjoy my last year with her.
Unfortunately something popped up for her this weekend, so she has to do some things on the day I planned our hangout. Fortunately we're on summer vacation, so I can easily move it to another day if she is still willing to hangout.
My plan was to get her a gift if we go to the mall together. I can't afford anything big and fancy, but I can still get her a little something she might like. A good friend recommend that I get her something like a bracelet or necklace. I will have to look for a good one that is $50 or under. I'll let her pick it out and everything. The real gift will be for her birthday later this year.
Hanging out her alone is just something I feel like I really need to do. I constantly think about her and dream about her. I never had emotional feelings like this for someone before. Is this what they call love? That's what some people on EP and this site said it was. I do know one thing, I want to be with her more than anything right now. All I have to do is ask her what day would be best for her, then my wish will be granted.
I get such a beautiful feeling when she is around me. Nobody on this planet can give me that feeling. She is definitely a one of a kind.
26-30, M
