I Have a Crush
I have known her since the fall of 2015, she works at the same job as I do.
In February I started to noticed this strange feeling I would get about her. I never felt something like it before. It made me feel happy, anxious, excited, and hopeful all at once. I liked talking to her more than anyone else. Whenever I walked into work and saw her my day would get much brighter. After talking to my trusted friends, I found out that it was this thing people called a "crush".
She is the first person I think about when I wake up and the last person I think about before I fall asleep. I have had multiple dreams about her. It seems like I see her each night.
I sometimes think about her so much that I am unable to focus in class. All I want is to be with her sometimes. She keeps me awake at night, causing me to dream about her. When I am not by her side I really want to text her.
She is a year and a half younger than me. She is also currently one of my friends. I am glad I am able to hangout and talk with her and I feel very lucky to be friends with her. She is a one of a kind to me. I've never met a girl that makes me feel like this. Sure, I have seen a lot that I think are pretty, but none of them have made me feel like this emotionally. Not many people can brighten up my day by just being around me.
I am not sure when I should confess my feelings for her. I want to become closer friends with her first and learn more about her. I only have about a year left before I leave for Air Force basic training. I want to let her know how I feel before that time. I am giving out tiny hints here and there, but it is hard to do since I don't see her too often outside of work. I give out tiny hints when we hangout, but we don't hangout as much as I would like to.
I am afraid that once I leave we won't talk very much at all. And when that happens I am afraid she will disappear. I do not want her to vanish like many other people have. Even if she never does become my first girlfriend, I would love her to still be my friend.
In February I started to noticed this strange feeling I would get about her. I never felt something like it before. It made me feel happy, anxious, excited, and hopeful all at once. I liked talking to her more than anyone else. Whenever I walked into work and saw her my day would get much brighter. After talking to my trusted friends, I found out that it was this thing people called a "crush".
She is the first person I think about when I wake up and the last person I think about before I fall asleep. I have had multiple dreams about her. It seems like I see her each night.
I sometimes think about her so much that I am unable to focus in class. All I want is to be with her sometimes. She keeps me awake at night, causing me to dream about her. When I am not by her side I really want to text her.
She is a year and a half younger than me. She is also currently one of my friends. I am glad I am able to hangout and talk with her and I feel very lucky to be friends with her. She is a one of a kind to me. I've never met a girl that makes me feel like this. Sure, I have seen a lot that I think are pretty, but none of them have made me feel like this emotionally. Not many people can brighten up my day by just being around me.
I am not sure when I should confess my feelings for her. I want to become closer friends with her first and learn more about her. I only have about a year left before I leave for Air Force basic training. I want to let her know how I feel before that time. I am giving out tiny hints here and there, but it is hard to do since I don't see her too often outside of work. I give out tiny hints when we hangout, but we don't hangout as much as I would like to.
I am afraid that once I leave we won't talk very much at all. And when that happens I am afraid she will disappear. I do not want her to vanish like many other people have. Even if she never does become my first girlfriend, I would love her to still be my friend.
26-30, M
