Where have I been?

It's no secret that I haven't posted on SW for like a week or commented on anyone's stories.... Or maybe it is. I almost deleted my SW account, depression makes me do weird things. But I'm not leaving SW permanently.

I've been stressing out a little bit recently. I missed two days of school last week when I was sick so I had to make everything up. I'm a week behind in ordering a new colored leotard, hopefullyine won't be on backorder. I've been becoming more and more anxious about my variation that I have to perform en pointe in March. I really hate that variation, it's just the ending.

On top of that as I told you a few days ago, my best friend is abused by his parents and is suicidal. I spent a few hours last night finding what school he goes to and the phone number of the school and email of the counselor. This was after I finished my homework so it was late.

Basically what I'm trying to do is tell an adult in his home town. He mentioned him talking to his counselor a few times, so I'm going to contact her and tell her. After that I'm in cloudy weather.

Waking up doesn't mean that your dreams are over, it means it's time to make them come true. Sweet dreams and be happy :) I love you all.