Ten years ago, how did you think your life would have been different today?

I thought I would have a sweet gentleman companion to hang out with, laugh, go on day trips, thrift shops, park, cook together, go out to eat, watch movies, hold hands, and have fun. [i]Thought[/i] is the key word here. lol

10 years ago I was engaged, after a bad road throughout my 20s I would see light at the end of the tunnel, now I struggle to survive lol. I went wrong in life along the way after I was doing so well after getting out of that engagement. But it seems like everywhere I go my demon follows.

Lol, I thought that I will have lots of friends and go to parties often.

Doubt that I even thought about it.

10 years ago I was in a mental ward. So...

Not like this that's for sure

I thought I'd be dead

-.-'