I Am Trying to Find Who I Am

I have been searching for myself from last many years. And I am unable to did so still. I have lost my self-esteem, confidence, and I don't even know who I am. I have been depressed, consulted a psychiatrist, took antidepressants and sleeping pills. I have practiced meditation, physical exercise, gym. But nothing can shake my gloomy and dark depression. I am very troubled by it and I don't and can't find a way out .I have lost my contact with my family, friends . Everyone left me..And noone cares enough to help me and stay.