For many years

I had been regarded as the strongest and wisest if our family for my age which was young. And despite people saying I'm still young that doesn't excuse all I've endured throughout my life.things that nobody should have ever had to face and things that I'd never wish on my worst enemy.pain that was nigh unbearable to a weight too heavy to bear to the many sacrifices I've made and the people I've lost I'm not as strong as people make me to be many times I've wanted to give it all up.yet my family needs me my sister and my niece we're the only ones left who've truly endured who've sadly earned the title we survived. I know this is the wrong place to post this and I expect all negative thoughts but I'm just trying to protect the ones I love even if k can't fully