@Dewms It was in the past. I wrote about it of course. I always do.
Bittersweet Love
Bittersweet Love (song) Bittersweet love, how you warm me thoughts of you, they cloud my mind Although I know how much you harm me I just can't leave your love behind.
When I wake up, alone without you, I tremble like the aspen tree. Why do I love so much about you, while you are slowly killing me?
False courage for the coward. Synthetic wisdom for the fool. Staggering aimless..ever downward Oh how I hate my love for you.
Bittersweet love, you've stolen from me everything that I've held dear, but to your arms I stumble blindly to ease some loneliness or fear.
Sometimes I feel folks eyes upon me judging me because of you, but they don't know you're my one and only and they don't love you like I do.
False courage for the coward synthetic wisdom for the fool stumbling aimless ever downward. Oh how I hate my love for you
I think myself a decent fellow a few bad choices, a few slips but when my skin and eyes turn yellow will I still press you to my lips
So plant for me, a row of barley pour sugar and yeast upon my grave and let your children see the folly of what at last I do not crave.
False courage for the coward synthetic wisdom for the fool staggering aimless, ever downward Oh how I hate my love for you. Oh how I hate my love for you. Ouch.
Idk it all depends, if I don’t see the relationship going anywhere and friendship is best then I rather not ruin the friendship over nothing 😮 because it’s not going to be the same once you fuck it up like that. People say it will but it won’t. Lol.
just because you like someone doesn’t mean something has to come out of it. Although if I do like them and I see it going somewhere I’m pretty upfront about it.
@Dewms love takes many forms. People deserve to know how you feel about them. I've learned over the years....if you feel it ...say it. You never know ...if you'll get a chance again x
@Dewms because they don't feel the same way, and I would rather keep friends, because in the long run, they stay longer. I'm so messed up, no one can love me..it's not a sob story, just a fact. Some friends I've had in my life for 42 years. ❤
@Dewms I was praying to them, hoping that they telepathically somehow catch on some of my brain waves. I usually pray only for health and protection to God, for me, my family and some other people I have on my mind at the time.
@Dewms But it works!!!! Have you never experienced that? when you talk to somebody and you're about to say something and they say it first? or you're thinking of something and they're saying it or doing it first. It's almost a science.