It can seem like a cold world at times. All we can do is try to retain our own sincerity and genuine empathy towards others. In time this might also result in slowly gaining a peer group of true friends, as like attracts like.

I hope all works out for you. All the best.

Tell them how you feel. True friends will understand. If they drop you afterwards then they arent true friends. Talk to an therapist too because friends dont always know what to say because they are only kids themselfs and arent doctors. Friends are there to help you get through difficult times , not fix them for you. Thats why I suggested an therapist. Youre still so young , get help now because it will be so much harder if you leave it until your an adult.