I know the feeling. My first boyfriend dated me because he felt sorry for me. It broke my heart for a long time after 2 weeks and 4 days. I also dated this guy for 3 years was even engaged for 1 1/2 years. He said he just fell out of love with me. Married someone else. If I dated someone they left after 2 weeks. I know the feeling sorry I really am. None of them ever liked me either. I am alone today because I can't open my heart to anyone in fear of being used.