I'm nervous. Every morning is a lot of nervousness with work. Then the second half of the day is mustering up the other half of me to be a mom with energy.
Aside from that, I'm making it, I'm healthy, I've got stuff to look forward to and two sweet boys one fluffy that love me.
It's hard to say. My kid's mom is moving out on Monday. I'm both scared & prepared. Well... kinda. I know things will be okay but I feel sad nonetheless
@ScreamingFox @chernobylplaygr0unds I just know it'll be a tough time for a while. At least I'm mentally preparing. I know how to take care of my kid alone so that's not a problem. It's building a home alone, that I'm new to. That breaks my heart a little but I know I can do it now at least
@ChiefJustWalks you will build a loving home. You will surprise yourself every day. You are already a wonderful man and father, this will only fine tune that. Pain teaches.
@ScreamingFox thank you so much. I guess one of the hardest parts is feeling like you're enough on your own. Like am I enough to make a home feel like a home. It's so hard to be alone & feel sad that your kid can't have both of their parents in the same place together
Another morning, another day of wondering how my wife will be today; will she do something weird in her dementia, what will she need to have taken care of, etc. Just tired, my back aches, my legs ache, etc.
