Emotional intimacy is so much more important then the physical because the physical fade the emotional connection should last forever

You're not wrong. If you haven't already, I hope you find what you're looking for. Then I hope you bottle it, and make a mint selling it on ebay.

yeah, at one point I thought I needed this too..I eventually got over it

That is so true. We all need emotionally love

Anytime I am here

The problem is people like that (people like me) are also batshit crazy