knowing how badly i needed to pee, i could have let it happen at almost any time. but after waiting for what felt like forever, i didn't want to feel in control anymore. so even as i sensed another wave of urgency overcoming me, i resisted until it forced a spurt to leak from my muffin. finally! mmmm. i was in total bliss as the entire contents of my bladder flooded uncontrollably through my panties and out below me. 😊