If you get these moods from clicking on Instagram photos I suggest you change your lifestyle completely. No one force you to watch those photos or posts.

This was really creatively written though. Like a melancholic poem. Beautiful writing. Keep up with that 👍🏻👌💜

Expressive poem that pictures what is surely only the consumer led dream life, of advertisements that present a dream picture that very few, if any, actually inhabit. So basically you are not "nothing" but simply normal. And being obviously creative, and with the implication that you actually see through the superficiality of "rising suns", you are a step ahead of many. Forget "aesthetics" and stay real, and move on from there.

Good poem. You expressed well what is morally wrong in this society, and you aren't letting yourself be being beaten by down by it... this expression holds more value than the aesthetics of a pretty life. I would only guide you, to see your own beauty holds more than culture is selling, and what you hold is a young woman who has learned to express herself; you will meet someone who holds that value more than anything this world, 'sells'

You have the gift of a voice.

for the record cold maple syrup is still quite delicious

if those are the things you want can you not strive to achieve them? if theyre not worth the effort then why are you bummed about not having them?

Average is good enough!