This is sad for me to hear because I lost pets that I loved. I was recently thinking on getting a new puppy it's just I am too hesitant to miss a pet again. After reading this I really thought about how this topic has been on my mind lately. I believe that we see our pets in heaven but I am very sorry for your loss ❤️ I hope you see her again somehow and I have always hoped that about every pet that we have lost it is a difficult time whenever this happens. I think it's important to treasure the good moments spent together and try not to let it make you too sad even though I know that's hard