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nocturnalbloodlust

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What is your least favorite bodily or facial feature on yourself?

My chin is large. I believe a plane could land on it or entire civilizations can build and prosper on it.

I saw my former step dad at the grocery store. I ran for the hills.

I don't know if he remembers me but he was very emotionally abusive towards me when I was growing up. I was going to get into the self checkout lane but froze when I saw him. I'm not sure if it really was but at the very least it was someon...

I wish I had blue eyes.

It's why I often wear blue contacts.

Alcohol is the only thing that makes me feel brave.

When I was younger I used to party quite hard at "alternative lifestyle" bars/clubs. The only way I became a madman was to drink a bunch. It's the only thing that gives me courage sometimes to let myself have fun and attempt to be soci...

Interesting, I googled who suffers most from mental illness and it told me mixed race people. No wonder why I'm crazy

You know what would be great? A apartment building just for introverts.

I'd be on cloud 9. I have this one neighbor who always hangs out in the hallway. Always on the phone sitting on the salt bucket. In fact that whole family is always out. Makes me feel trapped sometimes.

I don't know how my sister thinks dating and being on dating apps would do me good.

Those things are beauty contests and I'm not exactly textbook classically handsome. I don't have anything witty pr humorous to say and I think it's cruel to swipe off on people because they aren't classically handsome/beautiful. T...

I hate my body for constantly betraying me.

I hate my body for always getting sick. I hate my body for always malfunctioning. I tried to go to the store to get medication to help with my cough and I'm trapped in my car. I coughed so hard all the way to the store I ended up soiling myself....

I want to do something different this year.

I think this year instead of having plain popsicle sticks with the student's names on them for answering purposes I think it might be fun for the kids to design their own. Last year I let them design their own seat assignment cards and that se...

I'm tired of this woman always putting me down at work.

In the summer I normally take a little part time job. Helps with bills and so I can buy some extra supplies for the school year. I haven't been feeling well and was actually sent home this morning. This woman whom I'm normally paired with i...

I will not leave my apartment if I hear someone else out and about...plus other things that scare me.

I have always been very shy and it has made life hard at times. In order to go to work somedays I have to drink "special" coffee to ready myself. I strongly prefer self checkout and kind of avoid places that don't have that particula...

I wish for good health

I've been sickly my entire life with something going wrong every second I turn around. I've come to the conclusion my immune system is poor. I spend more time coughing, sneezing, congested, headaches, feeling fatigued and run down more than...

Part of me is like a doll I cannot really love someone else it seems. Something has always been wrong with me.

I never really could express my emotions or feelings well. It's very hard for me to open up to anyone in person. It seems easier online because I'm not in the same room as someone else and nobody knows me. If I seem upset I will lie and say...

I can't stand it when someone looks at my personal writings. It's invasive.

When I was a teenager I would write songs and poetry all the time. Mostly about being depressed, wanting to die and being lonely. I kept everything hidden in a folder under my bed. One day I had forgotten to hide what I was working on into the folder...

I live like an artisocratic vampire.

When I'm not at work unless it's Halloween I live my life like a vampire. I always loved vampires as a child so I decided to become one. I don't sleep in a coffin or drink real blood but visually I look the part. Someday I hope to have...

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