.. sometimes I wonder where these thoughts spawn from

Yeah, pondering'll do you wonders
No wonder you're losing your mind the way it wanders

I think it went wandering off down yonder
And stumbled on to Jeff VanVonderen
'Cause I need an interventionist
To intervene between me and this monster
And save me from myself and all this conflict
'Cause the very thing that I love's killing me and I can't conquer it