@Brawny Yeah, sure, after more than 8 months of waiting, after battling depression and past traumas together, after everyone else who were supposedly close gave up on us and we only had one another to count on. You have no idea of how such situation helps you to grow and learn about what truly matters on this short and scary life we all live. Some people understand it sooner, others later, but the reality is: True affection and caring is the only thing that brings you hope in such a selfish world. You can have as much money, trophies, degrees, have casual sex for satisfaction, but in the end would any of that matter at all? I rather give up all of that if needed be just to be by her side. She is my everything and I would give up all that I have just to see her smiling. Many can say that what I am saying is "cliché," or that they are just words, but she knows that's not the case and that's enough for me. I don't need to prove anything to anyone but her. You might not even read all of this, and that's fine. This is just to let you know that if it was only the "infatuation phase" it would have ended long ago. You have no idea of what we've already been through.