@Drunkby6 So its not you thats keeping the candle burning,really come on there are no rules as to how long or how short anyone should grieve everyone grieves differently .Your first post just sounded like you had excepted you were never going to change, which is your choice , going out on dates and pretending and moving ,its not on outside ,its on the inside ,so its go with you where ever.honestly i feel for you im not having a go at all . you take care, cheers for sharing 🤗