Yes, I was pretty horrid to people when I was growing up, I have confessed on here about bullying people which was incredibly hard to do at the time, but has really helped me change.
I do have things I’d like to tell people so that we can deal with it and move on but I’m just really scared.

Those that need to know, know.

I didnt deserve this.

Most certainly.
Unfortunately I worry that confessing here would mean I would have to leave.

yes, mostly an apology to my sister. It might or it might not come to be but it has to be at the proper timing

I think I'm in more of a 'it'd be nice if people wanted to know' kinda place. but I think I more or less understand.

I think, deep down, she knows.