Start over

If I started over I would make a whole new set of mistakes and terrible choices that would bring me to another wall to climb. I think I will stick with this set of problems. I've got an ok handle on them.

Starting over would be a nightmare, unless i could start from infancy, and enjoy my childhood again. Then I would like to skip puberty and go straight to old age.

But I am glad I can't do that because I would be skipping all the years with my children and I'd have no grandkids.

I'm always working on accepting where I am and how I got here

I dont even know anymore

would rather end