You know i know of four different guys who went and married big fat women idk why but i guess that’s what/who they like so.. don't kick yourself for not being thin, not everyone likes to be thin.. i mean it’s nice for whoever is and it’s the popular ideal but it’s not for everyone so give yourself a break.. anyway you aren't even that fat just slightly.. so don't worry so much

I mean i generally prefer average to hefty women, not fat or obese, though not a deal breaker i want her to be healthy . When famine strikes. It will i want us to be able to survive for a few years at least.

Too many care too much what men want. I wouldn't give strangers more power than they deserve. But your case is complicated by your own mental disorder and requires far more efforts to stabilize your attitudes than it would require an average person.

Best of luck

They’re not your enemy. Your attitude is.

A bad attitude is the real enemy.

I’m not a thin girl and I have a hot husband that chose of these thin women

You would be surprised at how many men prefer bigger women. Who wants a thin woman with no meat on their bones. A walking skeleton has no appeal to me

Well then lose weight