@jeniffer actually sadly i never had a girlfriend before so thats why i feel this way but i feel worried whether i am acting like a 13 or 14 year old as I am getting crushes like this at the age of 23. I have been on my first ever date tho over 4 months ago (sadly it didnt work out) and been out with a female friend 3 months ago and had lunch in a big restaurant but idk whether it is counted as a date or not as we are still just friends but overall i have a very less dating experience for someone my age.