Absolutely.

And I've got a lot of work to do.

No. I was abused emotionally and verbally by family. They won't inherit anything. They're not worth spitting on.

I do I believe I was brought her for a purpose. If I don’t make a positive effect I didn’t do enough. But it’s my own perspective not a rule.

Not just.. i worry about my current living rep 😅

I'd be lying if I said I don't

Yes.
I want to be remembered fondly