Hmmm??? Maybe he was just roughing you up a bit while prepping for a fresh coat of paint? It will help make the new coat stick and adhere better, all for a more durable final result.

Yeah I definitely have but I know it wasn't God more of the devil

I think he's just flat out indifferent towards me these days.

Too often 🙄 gods a dik sometimes

You need to get laid.