My ex wife dying and watching my kids pain. But strength will give me the strength to comfort them as much as I can. And I've tried. I will never stop.

I lost my mother on Monday

Ive got no serotonin

i am currently happy. hopefully, it will last for awhile. LOL

I have disillusioned myself for too long and now I am dealing with the outcome.

I'm lonely. I keep trying, but so far nothing.

I found this video inspiring:
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I take things as they are

It's winter. I hate winter. Lol

I am a tired pitiful broken-down old man without a clue.