Ok. Let me tell you.

Im currently staying over my cousin's house for a few days. Tonight is the first night, butt I drank like 5 litres of water in a short time.

If I piss the bed, im dead. But I already went to the toilet 4 times in the past hour, and each time I go there, Its fuxxin loud. The door handle creaks, and the toilet flush sounds like a nucleaar bomb.

Iont know if it would be stupid to go to the toilet, or stay in my bed.

Re-marrying my ex-husband would be at the top of the list.

Get another dui

Quit my job with no fallback.

too many mistakes

atm, fall in love.

kill myself

marriage