I think that's natural at your age

I imagine its a double edged sword. You feel the power of autonomy but also the stress

a good way to live I think. If you spend your life pleasing people you aren't even living your own life, it just makes you a tool meant to satisfy others and that disturbs me.

@mic11225: yeah it disturbed me to at the time. It was exhausting.

definitely. In fact it could be argued that it's always outside forces that control our actions and that our choices are an illusion. But I get what you mean. Sometimes big things happen and you have to respond to it or sometimes go along with it.

I am always in control of my choices. Sometimes those choices consume a lot of my time. But there's always Karma,so I feel a lot of good Karma is coming my way

that's what it feels like for me. Like i'm just riding things along, not really making any choices xD

yeah, hard to do things without money. I feel you on that one

specific reason why you say 4 and not 5?