Going to stop talking... Today may even be my last day!
An exert from something I was reading. [quote]People who fall victim are usually in some sort of emotional or financial trouble so their defenses are weak. They are willing to believe that someone can magically cure their problems, and the criminals can see this."[/quote]
I came here to make friends.
I am a person who reads a lot about self help and life coaching.
When I came here I was really low, I found a community here of people in a similar position.
I made a point of sharing my problems and the solutions I was finding to help others here.
And I found that that community really found me helpful and we're my friend in return.
I never asked for money or anything else all I ever wanted was their friendship.
I also wanted them to get to a place where they were able to function again.
Seeing others happy makes me happy.
It is of no deficit to me if I see others prosper in life.
But unfortunately their are people here so untrusting so unkind that they spend their time trying to bring me down or even out me as some sort of con artist.
That's not true. I have worked my whole life, yes my grandparents have offered my financial assistance at times mostly to bail me out for bailing my mum out.
But I haven't accepted any more money from them other for Xmas and birthdays.
They routinely ask me if I need help and I tell them no!
I live to help them, advising them of any health tips I know, any recipes to try, I check in on them every other day to make sure that they are OK. In return making them laugh and making sure they're ok is what makes me feel good.
I have hormonal issues that make it increasingly hard to focus at times.
When you have a person or two messing with you it makes it worse. People claim it to be gaslighting and or manipulation. I don't know but I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of people trying to have power over me or thinking I'm trying to gain power over others. I have only ever tried to leave people better than when I first met them.
I am not a con artist, I am not a dictator, I am not trying to gain control over others.
Maybe that was my purpose in life, to help people but it was something I did even as a child hence I was always called the teachers pet.
There are good people out there.
But so many are so hell bent on tearing people down even when someone good comes into your life you seek to do nothing but destroy them.
I can't take it anymore.
I came here to make friends.
I am a person who reads a lot about self help and life coaching.
When I came here I was really low, I found a community here of people in a similar position.
I made a point of sharing my problems and the solutions I was finding to help others here.
And I found that that community really found me helpful and we're my friend in return.
I never asked for money or anything else all I ever wanted was their friendship.
I also wanted them to get to a place where they were able to function again.
Seeing others happy makes me happy.
It is of no deficit to me if I see others prosper in life.
But unfortunately their are people here so untrusting so unkind that they spend their time trying to bring me down or even out me as some sort of con artist.
That's not true. I have worked my whole life, yes my grandparents have offered my financial assistance at times mostly to bail me out for bailing my mum out.
But I haven't accepted any more money from them other for Xmas and birthdays.
They routinely ask me if I need help and I tell them no!
I live to help them, advising them of any health tips I know, any recipes to try, I check in on them every other day to make sure that they are OK. In return making them laugh and making sure they're ok is what makes me feel good.
I have hormonal issues that make it increasingly hard to focus at times.
When you have a person or two messing with you it makes it worse. People claim it to be gaslighting and or manipulation. I don't know but I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of people trying to have power over me or thinking I'm trying to gain power over others. I have only ever tried to leave people better than when I first met them.
I am not a con artist, I am not a dictator, I am not trying to gain control over others.
Maybe that was my purpose in life, to help people but it was something I did even as a child hence I was always called the teachers pet.
There are good people out there.
But so many are so hell bent on tearing people down even when someone good comes into your life you seek to do nothing but destroy them.
I can't take it anymore.
31-35, F
