An apology starts when your behavior or actions has brought an ocean of tears you’ve brought about and shocked you, and hits you so hard that you are left no choice and will even beg to be forgiven or you will rue the day forever. I’ve been there.

Yeah I'm working on myself so I don't betray someone in the future like I did that woman whom I'll never be close to again.

The best apology is a changed behavior.

I know that feeling.