I don't want to die like this. It's tempting to pull the trigger every time I hit a low, but there's so much I haven't done that I want to do, so much I haven't seen or heard. Dying may end the endless toil and miserable thoughts, but it also leaves me bereft of the opportunities to feel joy and satisfaction and fulfillment. I believe that there's still more out there for me

A need. A need to be something more than just me.

Thinking of my next meal.

My own aspirations.

dude neither do i

drinking 2 much water

Hope.

Nothing I am just a waste of space

It's better than being dead.

the fact that if i attempt another suicide and fail, i'll be on suicide watch